Best Load Bearing Exercise Ever...It will exhaust you though....

Hello People!!!!

So, I have discovered the best load bearing activity ever...guaranteed to take the wind out of you and knock the socks off your feet! It will leave you with your head hung and your back against the wall EVERY SINGLE TIME YOU DO IT!!!!

What is it you say?

Carrying yesterdays......that's right! You too can carry yesterdays.....the fine print? You can't train for walking with tomorrow and enjoying today at the same time. Not responsible for the guilt, shame and depression that come standard with the carrying of yesterdays. No refunds.

This is my task for today. To drop the yesterdays...I have quite a few of them that I neatly tuck inside a little red suitcase that fits neatly in my chest....its called my heart.

I and anybody else in this world are incapable of moving forward as long as we make ourselves masters of looking in the past.

Sure, I have made wrong choices and I have not performed at my very best every single time I have been faced with a situation or a challenge, however, if God thought enough of me to give me another chance to do things differently, who the hell am I to say....ACCESS DENIED.....how foolish????!!!!???

I challenge all of you that come by and take a peek at this post today....cause everything happens for a reason.....to try to let go of at least one of those neatly packaged yesterdays....today! Drop it and leave it to die. Don't feed it, don't send it a care package, don't ask anyone to watch over it....just leave it and let it writhe like a blister in the sun.......


Love you all!

Hugs...

Connection with my cards.....

Hey All,

So, some of you may have seen me discussing my readings before and some of you may not have but I do intuitive readings every other Tuesday at a local pub here and I have expanded my offering to card readings as well.

I invested in a brand new deck after much deliberation and I found the PERFECT one. I have to say that it is a great guide for my intuitive process because I have something to go off of, even when the person sitting across from me is giving me total blankness.

Because I do my readings in a pub, the atmosphere is not the best one and definately not dukan friendly for me because I always want to follow suit with having a good time too.....carbs.....anyhoooooo, I am excited to use them for the first time at my reading coming up on this Tuesday.

I realized that on my morning meditation walk....(that has become tied in too....exercise = meditation) that I have been subjected to living a "Crumb-based Lifestyle" all these years!!!!!!

Think about it, all of the the things that are not Dukan or Whole Food w.o.e. generate crumbs....breads, cakes, cookies, snacks, chips, etc.

I am a Regal queen and if anything falls from my plate or my "life plate" it should be falling in pieces...not in crumbs.....how peasant like, crumbs....shudder the thought.....lol. So, I am approaching this from a viewpoint that works for me. Call it silly or frivilous or willy-nilly, but I believe from reading other posts and bloggers that real weight and lifestyle changes come when you make a connection to something that makes sense, even if it doesn't drive you....it needs to make sense to you on a personal level.......

I know it feels like I have crossed deserts and rivers and mountains to find that the answer for how to get myself on my path has been in my own backyard all along.

Spiritual thoughts and worlds and ideals make sense to me and on that level I know I am Regal....I will conduct myself accordingly.....

Another aspect of all of this "revelation" if you will is that it really lifts alot of earth attached responsibility off of my shoulders and allows me to place them in the hands of God and allow my spirits to work on my behalf to guide me where I need to be. As long as I maintain my order. Order is huge thing in the spirit world. There are schedules, none of this "because I don't want to" mentality. I mean think about it....can you imagine God deciding one day "I don't wanna".......AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKAAAGHGGHGHGHGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't even want to think about it. So, if I stay in order, I can beat this thing. I can let go of these anchors and I can feel like I feel every other Tuesday, every single day of my life. Be patient with me ya'll.....sometimes the most obvious things are the hardest things to comprehend.  (What do you mean that's my nose on my face!!!!????!!!!) But, I'm getting it.

Hugs..........